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Yesterday, me and him had a moment. So I had a bad day and start crying in the train and I didn't stop till I came home and he hugged me and we just lie down and talked. I have this moments when I have a situation that make me nervous or stressful  - and… Continue reading You

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When he told me he is not legal here, I was so relieved but once again I was just thinking 'How the hell I do find them?'. He is this young-old guy, good christian with good manners and all this stuff. From his stories, he was homeless some time ago. People who lost everything once,… Continue reading Hero

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7 years.

Seven years, guys! Seven! I know, I weren't so active this period, cause adult life happen but I still write and I still walking to my dream. I see it and I am getting it! But seven years, is the longest relationship in my life and the most dramatic one. This blog was/is the most… Continue reading 7 years.

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Despre fata care scrie aici….

Eu am fost si sunt o mare adepta a sinceritatii si nu doar, eu ma conduc foarte mult dupa pasiune. Iubesc fiecare barbat din viata mea, la singular. Pe fiecare la timpul sau, daca pasiunea nu trece, dar el a plecat, nu ma avint dupa altul. Astept momentul de trecere, de plins, de gindit nopti… Continue reading Despre fata care scrie aici….

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The new old in town

I love you, you know that? And is just because of the beautiful lies you tell me. I see that future in your eyes, the future that i really want, the future i was fated to have it. I missed you so much, so thank you for coming back.  

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The speech

Seara trecuta am avut o discutie lunga cu mine. Adica mai mult m-as referi la un discurs decit o discutie, pentru ca incercam sa adorm si cu ochii inchisi mi-am imaginat daca as fi avut loc o eventuala intilnire cu ea, ce i-as fi spus. *** Vina o gasesc in mine, mai mult sau mai… Continue reading The speech

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Întotdeauna mă întreb, de ce eu? De ce eu trebuie să culeg ultimele rămăşiţe de om în   mine? De ce nu ai fost tu sau ea sau ei? De ce eu? De ce eu trebuie să mă mint şi să nu pot căuta alinare cu altcineva? I don't know how to explain. Is that… Continue reading Redemption